                            CONFESSIONS OF A WANNABE PORN STAR
		         (Or, How I learned to take it BIG up the ass)



This story contains the following adult content: F/F, Anal, toys, consensual/non-
consensual sex.  You mus be over the age of 18 to read this.  If you are not, or do not 
enjoy this kind of material, do not r further.

THIS STORY IS A WORK OF FICTION.  Any resemblance to any person, living or 
dead, is entirely a coincidence.  The involvment of the adult film stars mentioned in this 
story is purely fantasy.  But, like any story of this type, what isn't?

CHAPTER 4
	

	Only a couple of weeks after the release of my first movie into the stores, the 
website they'd created the same day, where Jeanna had put info on me, & stills & 
streaming video of our celebration, was being hit, and hit HARD.  Google reports showed 
mine was being heavily searched for for the link to our website.  Every person who 
picked up the movie must have been hitting & bookmarking my website again & again.  
The fans drooled, raved, wrote adoring e-mails & notes to me at the e-mail addy & in the 
site's guestbook, & they begged for TONS more.  The movie couldn't stay on the 
shelves.  The label signed me to a three year, multi-million dollar contract to shoot as 
many hardcore girl-girl anal flicks as I wanted, no less than twenty in three years.  Not 
bad, that's not even one every two months.  Plenty of time to make content for the 
website.  I was on my way.  My website was overrun.  I did live shows on line when I 
wanted to, took stills in plenty, all the while spending most of my waking hours fucking 
my ass for my fans (when I wasn't actually at a film shoot for the label).  My website & 
my movies would make me rich beyond my wildest dreams.  All of it due to my 
delectable ass, which I adored having stuffed to the max.  One thing they wanted that I 
hadn't learned yet...

	Mandy, my biggest competition, was becoming a good friend & fuck partner, 
especially when Jeanna was on the road, which was more often.  She was my tutor & 
sponsor, but not a regular lover or anything.  Everything we did was work- related.  After 
all, what was our job if it wasn't ass fucking? So, when Jeanna wasn't around, Mandy & I 
rehearsed together.  The old pros weren't quite into it like they were once, even Debi & 
Tami.  A woman can get tired of up the ass,  not to mention get really loose, after doing it 
CONSTANTLY for years & years.  Porn isn't for those over 40 (at least, not professional 
actresses).  Who wants to look at a woman with lines on her face & a permanently loose 
asshole? Mandy & I were being groomed for the BIG, MONSTER dildo up the ass films.  
We had to be ready & have fun readying our assholes for our big on-screen insertions.  
(Doing it live was another matter, but that isn't choreographed).  On screen, we had to 
start up tight, & yet easily open at a moment's notice & let a big one in for up to a couple 
of minutes, the bigger the bole, the less time at once.  Butt, the guys wanted BIGGER, 
DEEPER, & LONGER! (Meaning BOTH in length, & in the time the long, meaty thing 
was up my ass!) The two of us were becoming the foremost stars of BIG dildos up the 
ass, as we were being asked to blaze a path in anal porn that had only been mostly 
dreamed about by fans,  & performed only by the nastiest, skankiest, loosest, most anal-
talented amateurs on the internet, who weren't quite glamorous enough to be on pro film.  
So, we trained ourselves by doing ourselves.  Besides, what's not to love about a HUGE 
tool up your ass?

	  So, one day, Mandy & I are training down in Jeanna's dungeon.  We're spending 
time fucking each other in every hole with twins of my fave-rave strap on, that 12" x 3" 
"Mr. Smoothy".  That thing is OHHHHH soo comfortable & wonderful when it's up your 
ass.  I could live with that thing in residence up my butt, except for having to take it out 
to shit.  I'm screwing Mandy's shit out when I felt a presence behind me that could only 
have been Jeanna.  She had Mandy's favorite 14" x 5" big black super-twin of my 
favorite all greased up.  Before I knew it, I was the center of an anal threesome as Jeanna 
dilated my derriere to a delicious width & bored up my bottom.  Mandy loved being the 
bottom of an all anal three-way,  claiming it felt like both dicks were up HER ass at the 
same time.  After more than 15 minutes of reaming my rectum open, Jeanna dismounted 
& commanded me to climb off of Mandy.  Jeanna then bade me lay down, & Mandy 
bored into me, becoming the meat in the sandwich while I got to be the bottom.  She 
loved being in the middle only slightly less, because while she was now giving as well as 
getting, she felt only the one big bong up her ass, not the imagined presence of another 
one being bored into her that came from the person buttfucking her being buttfucked 
themselves.  When Mandy was loose & sloppy, Jeanna pulled out.  She had the both of us 
gaping & dripping.  Jeanna couldn't help but smile at the image.  "Ladies... today, we're 
going to start learning a whole different kind of anal." From a box on the floor, she 
produced not one, but two 19" long by 4" wide, flexible, rough-textured & veined rectal 
rockets known as the 'rambone'.  "I want both of you to learn to take this monster to the 
balls! You're more than wide enough, you just need to learn how to ease it around for 
HIGH penetration.  This is the next big thing in extreme anal, & we're going to ream... 
ahem... REAP the rewards from it.  You're going to practice until you've got it down, & 
I'll test you daily.  We've only got a few weeks until they want to shoot the first of three 
different test-bed themes for high-penetration anal, & they want to see how well high-
anal will market from the shelves, God knows it markets itself on the 'net.  I know how, 
so I'll give you a demonstration."  

	Jeanna had set herself up another rambone while she was speaking.  She put hers 
on her favorite long-rodded pooper piston,  this one was all black.  It was hanging 
DOWN, it was so big & flexibly heavy-bodied.  It was hanging over a couple of towels 
spread under it,  completely covered HEAVILY with vaseline, & a layer of KY 
DRIPPED from the layers of vaseline.  Man, did Jeanna ever like a load of vaseline being 
stuffed into her loads of shit when she rode monster cocks.  She LOVES that dirty, nasty, 
GREASY goop.  "See that? I'm going to ride it until I drop.  You two will watch, then 
begin your training by seeing how far you can take your own before it becomes 
uncomfortable.  Now: tie me up so I can't move & can't change my mind, & fill my 
asshole with grease!" We manacled Jeanna in our favored fur-lined heavy leather cuffs, 
linking them together at the wrists in front of her & at her ankles so she coudn't move 
from the "upright on hands & knees" pose.  Her bottom was clenched together by the 
inseparability of her legs, making for a none-too-easy but wonderfully delicious 
buttjamming.  We gagged her with a ballgag, put earphones on her head & put a cd of 
arousing sound bites & erotic songs on the stereo, so she wouldn't know anything but 
what was flowing through her ears & cramming itself up her rear.  Now, to lube her up.  
Mandy first squeezed one, two, then a third tube of KY into Jeanna's asshole.  Then, I 
had an anal injector-tube syringe ready to squirt a tumbler's worth of a vaseline/KY mix 
higher into her rectum.  Then, we each smeared the contents of a family sized jar of 
vaseline into her ass chasm (one jar apiece, that is!)  Jeanna was READY.  Between our 
lube & the lube on that dong, that mighty missile would slip & schlup through every 
nasty inch of her turd tunnel from buttocks to upper descending colon & back with ease.  
I pulled the dildo up from it's hanging pose & touched it to her hole... gently prodding... 
seating the meaty head up her tight bunghole.  When I'd gotten the fat head of that mega-
dick up Jeanna's behind, Mandy switched the machine on at low speed.... at first, she was 
still tight enough that the dildo bent as the rod pushed... her muscle resisted for a few 
moments... then she dilated herself & it slipped in qiuckly.. "mmMMWMM!!" came 
through Jeanna's gag as the bole asserted itself up her ass that first time.  Then, it started 
pumping... in... out... in... sooo EASILY! Deeper... deeper... I NEVER thought she could 
take it THAT deep! The machine was snaking more than a foot, all but the lowest 5", in 
& out of Jeanna's tailpipe... she somehow wiggled back... that mighty tree trunk drove 
deeper... she backed up on it as best she could, bound as she was, & got into position for 
every inch above the balls to be jammed into her ass channel.  That fake snake started 
sliding it's entire length up her shithole.  It started rotating slowly...when it rounded her 
's' curve, she gripped it with her ass muscles & it stopped spinning... & then continued 
sliding up her hershey highway.  She swallowed the entire length up her shithole... it slid 
back... up... then, the machine pumped only the lowest few inches in & out, stroking 
every nerve ending in her ass channel as it plowed her... over a foot of the shaft always 
up her behind..  She was trembling & crying an 'mmmmmm' through her gag as she 
OD'd on orgasmic bliss.  Jeanna had started coming, & it looked like she coldn't stop! 
She was gushing... peeing on the towel... gobs of lube were dropping off the low end of 
the dong, more shit & mixed lube was dripping down from her behind onto the towel, and 
more shit & lube was running down her legs... After taking that monster up her ass for 15 
minutes with still no sign she was wanting to stop or drop, I couldn't stand it anymore.  I 
HAD to know what she was feeling.  I found my own quantities of lube & greased myself 
up.  I laid down on the bed, on a towel, got out one of the two rambones she'd brought 
for us, & greased it as heavily as Jeanna'd greased hers.  Then, I stood it upright, knelt on 
the mattress, & got that meat into position under my behind... the yoga pose was perfect 
for sitting on that super-long dong.  That fat head moved right into position... and the 
thing just asserted itself up my loose ass.  Slipped right in... half the length found a home 
up my ass... felt soo good... didn't even want to push it right now... I just sat perfectly 
still, it'd move as it needed to... "Wanna try.... Mandy... feels.... sooooooo........" Mandy 
followed my lead while I just slid sloowwwllyyy down on the long shaft of that mega-
dong... finally, I felt full enough when a foot of meat had made it's way in, the meaty 
head in residence comofortably just beyond my upper sphincter, settled.... soooo 
wonderfully... against my anal g-spot... not wanting to bend to my colon... don't think 
I'm ready for up HIGH yet... hold on... need to know something... I pulled up, & that 
glorious meat started to slide out... I sat back down... when the head was bumping my 
anal g again, I wrapped my hand around the bole right where it went inside my hole, let 
myself fall onto my side, & then pulled it out... I got up... from a desk nearby, I found an 
indelible ink magic marker & drew a circle around the bole where max penetration went 
without turning inside me...  I sat back down on the now sloppy towel in the same pose & 
sat the mighty prong under my bottom... & let it work itself upward into my behind 
again..  tried to ride it... not too easy like this... too much meat to move easily by hand... it 
just asserts itself without help... then... delirium was setting in... I pulled it out again... 
turned it to the angle where the dangle would turn to meet my needs... Sat back on it... 
feels wierd, when a round bole goes up your ass sideways... the head feels like it's going 
in the wrong direction... pried my... ooopphhh... uppper spphhinncterr ooooppppeennnn...
bumped... stroked... IT'S BENDING... not pushing high like it did before with the 
'regular alignment" of dick to asshole... it WANTED TO GO FARTHER UPP!!! 
OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGAAAAAAA
AAWWWWWWDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AROCKETSHOTUPMYASS!!!!!
I detonated.......
	
	When  I came around, I felt the balls of of the 'rambone' nestled in my rump, that 
glorios fuckpole still stuffed all the way into me.  I felt.... impaled....   I was wrapped 
around a humongous presence...I  LOVED IT!!! I NEVER wanted it to leave my ass! 
Wait... it's descending... who's... NOOOOOOO-HUH-HOOOO!!!! DON'T TAKE IT 
OUT!!!  Jeanna had finally had enough, fallen on her face away from the long dong up 
her bottom, & freed herself at last.  She was dislodging the pole from my poopchute.  
"Dina... you did VERY well..." "I was enjoying that!!!" I looked over at Mandy... she 
was still blissed out around her own bole.  "Never mind that.  I've got something even 
BETTER!" I felt another greasy presence, just as fat but much smoother, push at my 
over-used pooper... Jeanna was pushing a 4' x 4" super double-header up my behind in 
the rambone's place.  She sunk it DEEP... as far as I'd taken the rambone... then... it 
beGANNN TO PROBE!!! OHMYGOD!! Moving back & forth! spun... tormentingly... 
AHHH!! MY ENTIRE ASS!! Jeanna had put that long dong on a hand drill, what she 
called a 'drilldo.'  She tortured me deliciously until I just blasted my insides around it, 
peeing & cumming all over the place, shitting lube & dirt all over that long log up my 
butt.  Then... Jeanna pulled it out, bound me in her cuffs, laid me on the edge of the bed, 
my legs hanging over the edge, with my feet on the floor, face down, not face up.  She 
moved the piston into place.... and I watched Jeanna drill that 4' x 4" fake snake on a drill 
up Mandy's ass, still dirty with my shit, while Jeanna's black rambone on a shaft, still 
slick with all Jeanna's dirty juices, lube, & shit,  bored up my butt & assaulted my entire 
lower alimentary canal.  I grunted around it's impassive, impaling insertions & 
retractions, my bottom endlessly detonating in pleasure, in time with my clitty's 
eruptions... My entire world was up my ass... an eternity later, I came down... 

	Seeing me adapting to the marvellous presence of a rambone all the way up my 
ass channel, she took away the rambone on a camshaft, & under me she stood a 3' x 6" , 
rounded tip (no headed) firm, smooth latex bole, the granddaddy of the 12" x 3" boffo 
butt banger I'd started with so long ago... It STRRREETTCCHED me open as I sank my 
ass down onto it...  BLLLAAAAMMMMM!!!!!!!! I exploded, HARD, as I slipped far 
enough down the shaft for the round 'non-head' to bang into my anal g-spot with ease.... 
felt another shitty, slopping, cum-gushing, piss-drenching , nuclear powered explosion rip 
through my loins from rear to front & back again.  I slid down, resting my face on the end 
of the mattress as Mandy mimicked my actions on the shafted rambone.  Ohhhhhhh, 
migod I've never felt so good.  What was left?

	What was left... was Jeanna changing the dildos on her pooper piston.  She 
mounted ANOTHER even BIGGER one than I'd met yet, the great granddaddy of all 
the Mr. Smoothy(s), 2' long, 9" wide, super soft & pliant, it reshaped itself to match the 
countours of the hole it took up.  I'd never known there were so many different, 
ENORMOUS fanny fuck-poles on the market! This one... it was pure, delectable dilating 
torment as the head pressed into me... got a toe hold... & reshaped it's head to gain 
entrance... & then reshaped itself back to normal... prying me open.... sooo... 
AMMAAAZZZINNNGG.....ly... to it's regular width... until my mega-lubed turd tube 
was fully occupied as it schlupped in & molded itself to my anal contours... bumped my 
anal g... and stayed put... that 'rectal mold', as I came to call it, was pure anal ecstasy, the 
perfection of 'holding anal', leaving not one inch unfilled.... I hung onto it... I couldn't let 
it leave, it felt TOOO wonderful! HEYYY!!! PUT IT... 
BBBBAAAAAAAAAACCCCCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  IT WAS PUMPING... 
SLOWWWLYYY... STROKING... OUT... UP... OUT... IN... UP.... My explosions 
became electrical arcs... surges of orgasmic energy as that tailpipe tormentor turned me 
into one long nerve ending... being forever tickled.... I hung on... had to.... one... biggg... 
puUUUUSSSSSSHHHHHH....... Explovaporation...........

	"How... long... have... I.... we...."
	Jeanna:  "We've all been down here all night.  It's been easily 12 hours & then 
some, through all of it.  Every minute caught on camera,  ready to turn into digital vid 
files.  This'll be the best anal epic I've ever made!!!"

	She was SOOO right.

   

